A little private post to myself

Since nobody know that this blog exist, i can express myself freely here.
The day i added you up in facebook, i didnt expect that you would had made such a impact on me today.
None supported the idea of me wooing you but still i got attracted to you.
You had that amazing aura that surround you which always melt my heart no matter what you do.
I know right from the start that we arent living in the same world but yet i still cant bring myself to give you up.
I tried and i failed, you stopped me from doing it. You gave me hints, you pushed me away but still i cling on.
Till today, although this is the third time i promised you, i still have that that thoughts in me.
Just that it werent as strong as before.
I want to give you the best because i believe that you deserve the best.
But clearly, you didnt want the best from me.
I think i am going to put a stop to this soon.
I am getting tired of this one man's work already.
I did my best but i failed.
No regrets in the future.
A burden off my shoulder now that this is been expressed out.
Good Nights.
I got to start buckling up on becoming the guy i really want to be.
Letting loose of myself for a period of time already.
1 Second spend on playing is 1 second wasted.

Watched the Expendables
with Ketty , Joanne , Zhihao and Benji yesterday at CS.
Nice show i must say.
So many fit zai inside. (Y)
After which we had supper at blk 419.
Then went over Loyang Tua Pei Gong for praying.
Lenz bike , Benji bike and Raymond bike. (Y)
Slack over at somewhere near fort rd i think.

I miss those times.
A year filled with many desires but no time to fulfill them.
A little private blog to blog about all my feelings. ( Y )
5 important girl in my life.
O.o Hais
People change, so do i.
Wootz.

I feel weird when i hear from my friend you were out with another guy.
Hmm , Why ?

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